So today is Friday I am feeling blessed today by all the things that I have in my life, and for the ROCKS that I have in my life. By ROCKS I mean all the people that have been there for me through this journey. The past six months have had its ups and downs. Some days are harder then others. Today started off great, I brought E to school early she is a rock, truly a great kid and knows just what to do for her momma when I am feeling down. She is caring and loving, and a beautiful girl. Rachel my darling she is so special too, she also knows when I am blue and feeling down. She knows just what to do to pick me up. They are just growing up so fast, and I love them so much they are the best kids a mom could ask for.(N, R and E I love you up to the moon and back again around the world and back again.) Rick you are my main ROCK we are getting through this together I love you more then words can even say. Thank you for being you.
As I was cleaning the house this morning I got to have a great conservation with my sister in law. Lisa and I tease people and say that I married her brother just to have her to be my sister, this of course in not true, but she is my sister she was here through everything. When I was at the hospital I called Rick and then her and I was able to be on the phone with her while I was with Nicole in the trauma room. So thankful there was cell reception there. As I talked to Nicole and told her how much we loved her and that she was with Jesus I could feel her wrapped around me. Lisa was with me. She was here in CT the next day, we have gone through a lot, 5 years before the loss of her marriage and divorce, we got close. We are truly put into each others lives for reasons. I love her so much and so blessed to have had her here with me. We have had a a few top ten days together, the waves at the Cape and this summers family vacation just 2 weeks before the accident. This was not in our top ten days but as one of my ROCKS we are making it through. Knowing that Nicole will always be 15 never no pain and only know LOVE> from all the rocks that were in her life.
Rhiannon and Anne they came out of no where and showed up to be with me during this time also. I do not know what I would have done without them. They just knew what to do and what to say and were so good for my girls. I can never repay you guys. All the things you did for our family, and still do. the laughter and tears we have shared.
Today I was able to be with more ROCKS I had lunch with the best bunch of ROCKS/Friends that just are there to listen and be with, you guys are great. two and half hours went by like ten minutes. Thank you for being there for me.
I would love to thank all the ROCKS in my life that have got me through and I don't want to leave anyone out, but this post would be about 1000 pages long. My first and biggest ROCK is our Lord Jesus Christ. If I did not have him I do not know where I would be. . He is an amazing God he is here to pick us up and heal us. I will post a few: Chris F, Cathy, Teri C, Teri M and family, Melissa, Jimmy, J & M, EWMS and HS teachers, students of the HS and middle school, neighbors, Pastor R and J, church family, Mom, Joyce, Aunt Marge and Uncle George, Tom, Mark Mike and Matt and their families, Lisa, Phil Mell Richard and Bethany,mike, Anna, Joe and Carol, All my coworkers , and the list goes on and on. thank you all for being my ROCKS.
As the days go on the ROCKS that are in my life help me to build a stone wall of faith, strength and love. You get me through the hard times and I thank you all for that.
Isaiah 41:10 fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.