Good Morning...New to Blogging

So I went out with some pretty amazing friends yesterday. Even though we have not seen  each other in many months it was like riding a bike. We met through our daughters gymnastics and made some life long friends.  I dreamt the night before our meeting about going grey my hair needing to be colored not sure why my hair doesn't grow out a lot of greys it is starting though. Thought N took all my grey to Heaven but that was a fluke it comes back. My friend Chris told me all about a blog called an inch of grey and this is what is getting me started writing my story.  It is an amazing blog about a family who lost there young son to tragedy.  Her blog was helping me as I read it and I felt that if I write It could help me too.    So like I said before Christmas and New Years came and went. I was letting myself go and not doing anything for ME.  So as of January 2nd I am doing for me, I am working have been since September.  Some days are worse then others.  I  am starting to do some ME time and get back to the gym.  I used to be a gym rat loving to go and then nothing,  I am certainly feeling it now.  I feel like I am 90 not able to move, my joints everything hurt.  Well after two weeks  I am feeling great. Went for a walk yesterday up the orchard and didn't need to stop every so often to catch my breath.   Baby steps is what I am doing. Every day I wake up with the reminder like  the movie ground hogs day. I wake up start my morning and BAMM  it hits you in the face. N is not going to come in and show me what she is wearing, I am not going to say you are wearing those pants to school. Instead I wake up BAMM thank God for my day, say Hi to Nicole try to remember my dreams, then start my day I hear R and E getting ready for school.  I see what  clothes they have picked out,  and don't really care that they are wearing sweats to school.  Comfort for learning, they are clean and happy.  I love them so much and I tell them everyday.  Hey that sounds like a song, I think it is.  But I truly do, My husband and I try to be the best parents and keep them safe.    Remember everyday is a gift enjoy  your day.